Time off/Leaving

[mementomori]

For a number of reasons I dont think I will be around for quite some time, if ever. I have become painfully aware that I haven't quite gotten a hold of my temper and general negative attitude the way that I have hoped I would or have tried. I will not bore anyone with a list of excuses or reasons but will simply offer my aplogies to any and all that I've given shit or jumped on without having a real reason. That really goes to Ramius who deserves an apology for sure. I am not a bad guy and I'm not hard to get along with but I need to take a look inside myself and make some changes. I used to use drugs and alcohol as a way to vent or surpress shit and since I have cut those things out of my life I haven't yet found a reasonable substitution and so everything keeps going on and on and never gets better. So until I can be sure that I'm not going to act like a jerk or hurt people I care about I will not be around. I wish everyone well and hope I can work things out so I can be happy in my own skin. Take care.

[RAM]

"That really goes to Ramius who deserves an apology for sure."

Ok I am not sure as to why Raimius was mentionned dude but have I done something?I mena I didn't quite understand your post but if there was a problem with the Big dog just talk to me man. Anyways what was it about the character that was so wrong? And what did Raimius do?

[mementomori]

Thats just it man. You didn't do anything wrong. It was me being stupid and jumping off the deep end without taking a minute to look to see what was really there. I have no problem with you at all. I simply felt you deserved an apology for any bullshit I might have given you.

[ScarredPixieWings]

I wish you the best man *nods* it's a shame to see people disappearing, although, I will admit I have not been around much either.
Do what you have to do and worry about yourself hun *hugs* And do drop in from time to time *S*